I have made so many mistakes
god please help me this time I have learned
I feel so ashamed, why am I this way?
hope my family could understand
I love them more than anything else
but shit, I failed again!
I wish it was a nightmare
to wake up after
that none of this had happened
I am so regret
everything was so perfect yesterday
I cannot explain
I am not the same when I let my brain domain
when I lost control all gets wrong
and into a devil I become